Looking For the Reality of What Is

Within the past month I applied for two jobs….actually re-applied. For you see I had applied once before and was ignored by one and told there were no funds for the position on the other. But a few months had passed and I tried again only to learn that both jobs were available.

Upon being interviewed, I was offered the first job. But I turned it down because at the same time, I interviewed for the second job and accepted that offer. And then I quit the second job before I started. You might think that sounds pretty fickle and in this economy, who turns down or quits a job?

I know what is right for me and what is not and I live each day with that knowledge. As each day unfolds, I am content in knowing that my decisions are the right decisions for me. There have been many times when I have volunteered to do something for someone or some organization and regretted the offer. But I did it anyway, because it was the honorable thing to do. Or so I thought.

But there comes a time in one’s life that we just have to say NO or STOP – no matter what the circumstance. In my case, I was not a good fit and I knew in my heart that would affect my job. I would be unhappy and therefore my work would not be good and by default, I would not be good.

What is next? I don’t know, but I’m not worried. Having my wishes come true is what God wants for me. It is my natural state to co-create my reality with God who is always present in my life. What a great way to wake up in morning and know that as Emma Curtis Hopkins puts it, “a river of light” (God’s light) is running through me lifting me up and supporting me in all my decisions. That is my Reality of What Is.